Dear Followers

As you may have noticed this rp has died. After almost.. 3 years of rping with these people the plots have finally died. Thank you for following. It was fun getting questions from you. 

If you still want to follow a Tina story/plot. The Artie from this rp and myself are going to do a college-based 1x1. A different story for a new thing. 

Thanks again for the follows. It’s been fun. 

~Love Dee

thekidinthewheelchair

Private

thekidinthewheelchair:

Look, I’ve tried to learn to accept the fact that, like it or not, I’m stuck in this chair for the long haul.  No, its not the life that I always pictured for myself.  I wanted to be a dancer and work on film and all that stuff.  Well, I can’t dance anymore, but I can still work on film.  I’m not going to try and take you away from Alex and the babies.  I could never do that.

I know all that, Artie. That’s why I said what I did earlier. You can still work on film but not the way you originally wanted. And I know I sound like I keep rubbing this in your face, and I feel really bad about it, but.. I just know that- that wasn’t what you wanted and you.. Saying that you love every second of it with a gigantic grin on your face is complete and total bull. I didn’t say you would, Artie. Not to mention that they aren’t even babies anymore, good lord. Alex sees them more than me. I barely see my family thanks to teaching. 

Can we please not talk about that kind of subject? It’s a literal tear-jerker to think about and I’m ..not dealing with it. 

thekidinthewheelchair

Private

thekidinthewheelchair:

What do you mean that the life I have with Sage isn’t the life I want?  Of course this is the life I want.  Alright, maybe it isn’t the life that I thought I’d have when I was little.  But, I have an amazing family, great friends I consider my family, and a beautiful wife.  I won’t hush.  I love you and I always will.

It’s not, though. You’re stuck in that chair. It’s not the life you wanted and I know that for a fact, even with all the amazing things you have. And I don’t mean to be a Debbie-Downer, but it’s true.. I love you too, but let’s just skim over that in the talks of all this ‘life wanting’ stuff. 

thekidinthewheelchair

thekidinthewheelchair:

I remember all of that too, Tina.  And you know for a fact that I would never have dropped you.  My lower body strength may suck, but I make up for it with my upper body strength.  We can still dance together and I do have a life with Sage.  It might not be a normal life, but its the life I live and the life that I love.  You’re my best friend, Tina.  Always have been and always will be.  Even if I had gone through with everything and had lost my memory because of it, that bond that we have would still have been there.  I love you.  You know that, right?

The fact that you don’t /want/ to drop me and your new legs /giving out/ are something totally different. Not like that, Artie. An actual dance, and I know you have a life with Sage, but I also know it’s not the one you want- even if you do love it. We’d have the bond you just wouldn’t remember it.. oh hush. 

thekidinthewheelchair

thekidinthewheelchair:

Look, I get it.  I know I’ve been stuck on this for way too long.  And, maybe its just the winter doldrums or whatever.  It just gets annoying when I can’t go certain places or do certain things because my legs don’t work the way they’re supposed to.  I know I scared you guys when I almost forgot you.  But….did you ever think about how things could have been if it had worked and I hadn’t forgotten?  Okay….I’m sorry.

Yes! I think about it all the time, my best friends life being much easier, and you being able to run after your kids if and when you have them. I thought about it all so don’t make it seem like I’ve only ever thought of you as in that chair. I remember swimming with you, and walking with you, and being terrified of you dropping me! I remember it all, and how badly I wanted it for you so we could dance, and so you could have a life with Sage! Don’t act like I never thought about this stuff, because I did, and I over thought and over thought and tried to find something else in this world that could change what happened to you, but I can’t and now it’s like you don’t remember anything or how close we are…